Ah yes - Making the move

Because I wanted to be a follower I felt it was time for a change, I've taken the plunge and I've switched over to wordpress.

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Dedicated to change.....

Can the fear of completely losing something you TRULY love make somebody just turn their life around with the blink of an eye? Sure the question can be asked if you TRULY loved this "thing" in the first place, why was it taken for granted. I suppose we all do things for one reason or another. The human psyche is a complex beast. I take for granted breathing. If someone came up to me and tried to suffocate me, you can damn sure believe that I would fight for my life and be thankful for the ability to breathe after that.

Yes I LOVE to breathe, because yes I love living, I don't want to die. I have too much left to do.

If I'm someones breath and I was taken for granted for SO long, and I was suddenly removed, not by my choice, but because of something they did......They took the simple ability to breathe and the fact that air would always be available for granted and did something horrible. However, they woke up and decided to fight tooth and nail for their life - should they be allowed to breathe again?

Too little too late?

A dozen roses, a teddy bear, an apology poem? Is it all in vain? It certainly seems that way. I'm sure the remorse and regret are there NOW, just as the huge ego and conceit were there all along. The certainty that I would never go anywhere when I was being played like a fool and taken for granted. It was so set in stone that I was the rock that would never move no matter what storm came through.

This is all so much deeper though.

Please believe I'm not a bible thumper or a fanatically religious person at all. I just tend to read passages when I need guidance or go through a hard time, because hey, like most people I do believe in a higher power - and believing in something gets us all through rough times. Last one I read was about forgiveness. We should forgive people not seven, but up to seventy-seven times. I can definitley forgive - in time, but does forgiving mean that I can go on and be with that person again? Can someone truly change?